When Everything was Ashes

How can we cross a road when there's not a bridge?

How can we cease the fire when water drenched?

Clearly impossible.

Truly fallible.

And as it should always be, all ashes in our story.

Is there any way beyond death per se?

Was it something easy, something strange?

I wished for you to see

What I will never see...

Believe me though, I'll never see.

The soil is losing its strength to hold our roots

There's no way we'll survive this threat

But there's a faith I know won't come to end.

...The faith that would keep us tied until

Tomorrow we'll say goodbye

Today we must learn to cry.

And our hands won't bear no pleasure

Nor our eyes would smile in torture.

It's an explicit crime we're facing

and the judge knows everything

And impunity.

Our crime's a mutiny.

There's no escape from Impunity.

Your impurity...

My hostility.

How do we wash our hands all clean from this?

How do we reverse our suffering?

No more vindication.

We're incrimination.

When everything was Ashes,

Will we ever be redeemed?

Will you ever say your sorries once again...

Brainchild Love

Here you are beside me again

Thinking how close we really were.

Your whisper warms my colded neck

And your hands clutched my waist on end.

What if it feels like that?

Yeah what if we're like that...

And it kills me to see it's through

That it should be for it's not true.

If you could kill the pain in me

To turn you into something real,

Even evanescent.

Cause you're magnificent.

I made you to yearn much further,

I called you my own true savior.

I could change everything about you to see me through...

I will be your deepest nightmare.

I will torn your heart to pieces.

And what would you do if I do, If I do hurt you?

My eyes were swamped in cunning tears

And looked back on my previous prayers.

There's so much things left unspoken,

Yeah cause your story's a token.

So perfectly designed

You're so child of mine.

One day you'll fly away from me,

Haze of memories you'll left for me.

Though this is all what I'm about

To fill my life with 'All About'

The art of masquerade...

Of yearning to be loved.

To say you love me is crazy

When what I felt for is pity

For you and for me it's vivid;

This affair's unfair and fetid.

Don't get tired of loving...

Of loving me so real.

And I know this is gonna end

And you will never have to lend.

I will see you one day abode,

Maybe when we're both have grown.

Then you will never leave

The dream for us to live.

Oh if I'm good enough...

To you somehow soon enough.

For this little love I have

So oh little, no one could have.

There is nothing to reveal

To you how I really feel.

CAUSE THERE'S NO PROPER PLACE

FOR THE LIFE I COULDN'T FACE...

I'm lying close around you now

Wrapped with you we must let it down.

As I feel your head on my chest,

I'm gratified with all your best.

Same if you feel that way...

THEN NUDE, I'LL KNEEL AND PRAY.

For once if I was virtual...

I made you to yearn much further,

(I love you)

I called you my own true savior.

(Create you)

I could change everything about you to see me through...

(Make you what)

I will be your deepest nightmare.

( Sweet dreams)

I will torn your heart to pieces.

(Destroy you)

And what would you do if I do,

(I love you)

If I do,

(Create you)

If I do...

(Destroy you!)

If I do hurt you?

Selfless

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I am your darkest light

I do not change what might.

The only thing so dear...

One day will vanish in front of me

...I couldn't bear to see.

The life I always know...

I know you'll never go.

For once I closed the door:

I falter. I'm broken. I can't go on.

...You're all I live for.

Say my birth was worthy,

It was never for me.

Then devil invades me,

Exhorted I should only live for me.

...For this, please blame me.

I'm for supplication;

For great divination.

It's where I should stand for...

...Live still tomorrow.

Maybe one decade

Or two I will laid.

Til I'm dead I'll wait.

...TIL YOU FORGIVE ME AGAIN.

Brain Dead

I'm crying,oh...

And I'm so oh.

I'm thinking, though

A lot of dough.

I ate them all,

I sliced the loaf...

Aperitif,

It's not good if

There's not a tip.

I bit my lip...

Damn, IT's SO DEEP.

It's hard to think.

Pour into my goblet.

Sat hard in my tuffet.

This would be my last day.

For those casks ~ I will pay.

Don't treat me like a stranger,

The party's not yet over.

This day you will remember,

No one here should stay sober.

Can't live no ignition,

Yes, cause there is passion.

No such things as visions,

We should make decisions.

All the hopes turned to nightmare,

Circumstances burnt to fire.

Still you think we'll get better?

I'm falling, there's no shelter.

I'm giving up too soon,

I'm crawling for my doom.

Waters would all run out,

But there'll be no waterspout.

I woke up blanching drenched,

Stories I love they ended.

I see the future faded...

My brain ~ it's whatnot drained.

Yes I am lying,

Picture perfect thing.

Good, I'm dying...

BUT FEELS LIKE FLYING.

Til You Regret

Oh I love you...

I really do...

* * * * * * * * * *

One more torment,

Kill me ardent.

Thee eyes just melt.

Me? Redolent!

Excuse me, I don't mind death.

Y'owe me one treat,

You're oh so weak.

I won't be licked

By your gross dick.

NO YOU CAN'T SWEEP OFF MY FEET.

I'll stay quiet

Til you regret

Why you create

Gloomy heartache.

My love for you was of feign...

Because you said,

"Your nerves were dead."

My heart's faded

With lies you fed,

Bombarded with stings of pain.

It's like deathblow

That I swallow

Cause I thought so,

You got halo...

Matter of truth, YOU'RE SHALLOW.

Papers you tore,

What are those for?

Got a lot more

Here in my core

Your breath stinks more than I know.

How does it feel

When once you reel

In wicked ill?

That's what I feel...

Broken people never heal.

I'll hold your breath

Til you regret

The love and hate

That brought me death.

Til we're even you will sweat.

You got problems?

THAT'S A THREAT.

Those Hands Were Mine

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A new day to us would follow...

But you would have no tomorrow.

Who said I cared about your eyes?

Well I don't, except for your lies.

Don't you put the blame all on me,

Cause you have taken much from me!

You left me enclosed with your shallow poetry!

Awesome thing, I see you broken.

The mocks 'bout you, my ears deafened.

Many times for you I defend,

Though only for myself I fend.

'Know right I should've said, "I couldn't be your friend."

And now because you're poor callow,

There'll be blood under your pillow.

Be careful when we intertwine

When you are with your little swine;

I'll give you bitter slash, my foe!

Oh I would skin alive that whore!

Bring to you her pieces, bloody gore ~ There you go!

You hurt me, Oh!, I lie, cry die.
I asked my pencil, "why, why, why?"!

Can't you define altruism

With your head of optimism?

Is it just me you consumed with pessimism?

Didn't you take something off of me?

Noticed something's missing from me...?

I could've loved you faithfully,

But you pushed me immediately.

Even I really have to pee,

I'd hold it a while as you weep...

Weep, weep silent in my hand...Don't let go of it.

Don't want to be the other one.

No, I should be your only one!

The hands you froze, they're stuck on you,

Guess they ripped off because of you.

And they're still with you when you laid your prostitute...

Dump me as easy as that?, then fine!

And by the way...

THOSE HANDS WERE MINE.

Wallflower

Half moon. Stars are dead -- the ball has started.

She saw a prince so handsome, well-rounded.

A girl of nine, she's too fecund. She thought,

"This man is all I ever dreamed about."

From a distance she thought that she could reach

A man like him who's so awesome, so rich.

She's not even in the midst of daydream,

When a kindred told her, "Wake up, YOU WISH!"

You wish... and I told me,

You wish...

Looking at her figure in a mirror,

Wishing herself to be gey prettier.

Better prettier indeed, she can be.

Well then though, she was pretty, isn't she?

Oh why some say, "Too much flaw you possessed!"?

Why plague her mind, whores? SHE CAN BE THE BEST!

But her heart was never anaesthetized

From pains of stinging words you emphasized.

Her world...

HE'LL SURELY PULVERIZE!

A lady she become -- shrewd; empirical.

Her life alone become theatrical.

The curtain was never closed for memoirs

Of that prince she knew she could not despise.

In her dreams they were dancing in the night

With no one else to ruin her night.

Yes it's true -- How ironic life can be.

When I saw him standing, smiling at me...

And by the crowd...

HE'S MOCKING ME!

Hanging in the surface; stripped, wretched lass.

She said, "This should be the first and the last."

She torn her clothes and burned them, she's undressed.

Her tears were blue - She's ashamed of herself!

Blaming the astute lady in the mirror,

Hitting her 'til she's broken on the floor.

Let her hair in the hands of the scissor,

Cut them short to prove them her temper's short.

I cannot bring it to the court.

Full moon: Crows were flying; wolves were howling.

Somewhere in the dark, someone is crying.

He screams for torment, but it's not ending.

Pleads for his life, but no help is coming.

Frozen hands strangling his pale, bleeding neck.

Knives peeling him From skin to flesh... To death.

You prince couldn't make it 'til dawn...

Cause she'd lost her mind since you let her down!

And now you'll die... SHE'LL BRING YOU DOWN!